Las chicas....very very frustrating =\
or maybe it's just me...
Recount of Friday night's adventures sans me going bald on accident. Well fuck it, I'll talk about that first anyway. I've been needing a haircut for quite a while but I haven't really felt the urge to spend money. Apparently, it doesn't matter either way, because now I need to invest in a hat to patch up my naked noggin. But regardless, I wanted a decent buzz with Brady (Tony's roommate's) electric razor, so I first let Jeff take some stabs at cutting hair since I had plenty to lose anyway. Well eventually, I got a little frustrated and wanted to try myself. Hahaha huge mistake. I blazed right into my sideburn to the skin, pretty much setting forth the path for the rest of my style. Anyway, that one fuck-up pretty much cost me my entire do' so now I'm gonna buy a baseball cap first thing in the morning and I don't know, figure the rest out later. Apparently I didn't do such a good job shaving either, so I have to even it out.
Flashback a few hours ago: Scerri's a fucking cunt for setting the median curve at a B-/C+ range. Asshole - I deserve my fucking A-.
Okay I got all that randomness aside, I have to tell you about my eerie week where everyday, somebody's approached me about joining a church or fellowship or Bible study. But I don't really feel like it. It yielded some results anyway, I went to the CCM bonfire on Thursday so...good for me?
Topic of interest: the other sex.
Here's the situation. I 'lend' over my collection of movies and games and shit to Kimie so I can dedicate my weekend to studying for LS and whatever, but obviously I want to do more. Hmm... what to do, what to do... I need an excuse to talk to her, hang out, whatever. No I don't. I shouldn't make fucking excuses to talk to someone I like. Just fucking talk to her and be straight up. Obviously that's been an issue in the past, and I'm not gonna make this an issue anymore. But not gonna happen. Oh, she's gonna go watch some Grey's. Why don't I invite myself over? I'm not gonna sleep for at least 2 hours since I just popped my laundry in. Or better yet, why don't I invite her over? My roomies are out, I actually have a TV in my room and well, it seems to be in everyone's best interests. I only have like a 15 minute window to ask her about it before she actually gets into it. Alright, but why don't I ask her? I think it's inconvenient for her, it gives me away. Shit, this is exactly what Joe told me not to do. Just fucking talk to her, tell her what I feel. If she laughs, then she's a cunt and I don't have to deal because I'm awesome, but if she's what I think she is, she'll be awesome too and it's all gravy. But why do I feel like I can't do it? Skip 20 minutes later. I come back from bathroom and I see her walk into Omar's room for Grey's. Fuck. Game over. Not only do I dislike Omar for being annoying, I dislike him for being annoyingly friendly to Kimie and for hindering my confidence. Not that I'm not undermining my confidence already, but shit I don't know what to do about this. I swear I don't have issues outside girl problems, but with girl problems come big issues.
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